DREAMING - new song

another years go by
but we still hold on tight
we keep on dreaming, dreaming
but the future is missing, missing

well hello there, im waiting
for the moon to shine
with the music rhyme
later on, i'll be making
a film called just me tonight
for you to see?

we keep on playing the same song
for everyone to hear us
do you hear us?
we dance all night long
for everyone to see us?
do you see us? do you see us?

im getting tired of your mistakes
you think you are in the right place
throw out your roses by the sidewalk
throw out your picture, i'd burn it all
i'd burn it all

we keep on playing the same song
for everyone to hear us
do you hear us? no.
we dance all night long
for everyone to see us?
do you see us?
oh, do you see us?
no, you dont see me anymore
more more more......

- its about my dreams that are not coming true. some reality check for myself :)

want to see paramore so badly

OMG, tak tau nak cakap cmne ok. dah separuh gila aku cari ticket nak g concert paramore. gila tau gila! tanya housemate aku, cmne aku react bil dpt tau mcm2 radio nak bg ticket free. tapi ada kena guna digi lah, kena anta pakai email lah, kena ada code lah. oh my geeee! bagi je lah ticket tu. i can answer any of your question about paramore. i might say im pretty obsessed and addicted to them.

PARAMORE PLEASE COME TO MALAYSIA - it might be a shock when u know u have a billion trillion of fans in malaysia. damn damn damn!

ok, im alright now. fuhhhhhh - sedih tau! :((

goodbye 2009 and hello 2010

apakah azam saya untuk tahun yang seterusnya?

1) tumpukan perhatian dalam pelajaran - Dip. Culinary Arts

2) capai target saya dalam Culinary Arts - 4.0 pointer (hopefully)

3) kuatkan semangat dalam menghadapi dugaan dan cabaran dari Allah SWT - kuatkan iman mak kata :)

4) tanamkan sifat positif supaya belajar dalam keadaan tenang - pls god, im seeking for it!

5) kumpul duit untuk buat demo for my band - Chapter One - walaupun kami takde demo, kami agak hebat ah. hahahahaha :D we love music, enuff said!

6) nak jalan-jalan dengan kekasih hati - wherever u go, i want to be there sayang!

7) nak kerja kerja kerja kerja kerja, dapat gaji nak simpan duit tu - aku mmg kuat kedekut sekarang. maaf ya.

8) i want to be a good person - inside and out - trust me, im not that good but im not bad. i have myself balanced on that.

9) saya akan sentiasa menyayangi mama dan abah dan along dan syira dan nisa, jane dan wanie dan eykin dan pika dan zatie, janna dan fiefa, ESPECIALLY SUFFIAN SURATMAN. three quarter of my heart is yours honey.

10) im ready for everything - bring it on!

XOXO, massy

goodbye - lyrics lyrics lyrics

pieces of our heart
fall down in the dark
tried to forget the past
but it keeps on coming back
we've tried to be
what we want to be
but we have failed

tonight will be the last time
that i will see you, my love
yes tonight is the last time
so goodbye, it ends tonight.

im taking it back
make a new step, baby
play the records on
and we dance till dawn
thats what we do
when we said "i love you"
but it all turns into ashes

because

tonight will be the last time
that i will see you, my love
yes tonight is the last time
so goodbye, it ends tonight.

this lyrics just came out - PHOTOGRAPHER

i called him photographer
i love his smile and laughter
he always bring me a bouquet of flowers
and make you feels like it is a summer

*roses, lilies what a beautiful piece
picture taken, its a masterpiece
closer closer, come to me
all he want to be my darling

*baby baby look at the sky
the sky is blue and the cloud is bright
dont you see dont you see
what a beautiful picture could it be

the grass is greener on the other side
you snap a shot and compare between the line
the road is sprinkle and we are mingle
what a lovely day with you
oh what a lovely day with you

my photographer,
i love your laughter,
dont leave me with thunder,
cause you are my one and only lover

20th of June 2009

WHAT HAPPEN AT PAUL'S PLACE, JALAN KLANG LAMA?
man oh man, zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz, aku cite dari awal sampe akhir ok?

pada 19/06/09 pukul 9pm, aku dengan suffy pergi lah minum di tempat faveret kami - bangi kopitiam, ya rabbi situ mahal tapi sedap i tell you. then dah minum minum, tetibe dah pukul 10lebih malam terasa seperti lewat sangat lah kan, terussss amik cik SHAZWANI utk sleepover dekat rumah aku. dah sampe BLOK RUMAH wanie, calling punya calling tk berangkat. memang naik nafsu kuda campur naga aku. rupanya bergayut bersama yang tercinta. dalam 10min tunggu, wanie pon sampe di destinasinya. so, suffy pon kena balik awal, dye terussss hantar kitorg balik - sempat buang hajat dalam bilik air rumah aku. cisss! lepas tu dah byebye dye, aku dgn wanie pon cite2 sampe aku tertido lah.

pada 20/06/09 pukul 10am, aku BANGUN wanie tak BANGUN. hahahaha. aku terus mandi and siap2. kejut wanie lepas tu dye pon bangun dan mandi. kitorg turun bawah and makan roti canai yang sangat2 tak sedap!!!!! aku tak habes and macam tak makan pagi tu. grrrr. lepas tu pukul 12pm amik pika and zati dekat bustop alamanda - korg buat2 kenal ok. terusssss ke jalan KLANG LAMA. sampe situ dalam 1315 kot. mcm takde org je. ada budak2 band sahaja. aku pon okay lah WTV kan. sekali bandmates aku sekor pon tarakkk! calling2, dye baru nak gerak. so kitorg tunggu kat MAPLEY depan PEARL international hotel. pukul 1400lebih baru dorg smpe. aku ni ada masalah sikit kalau nak perform tu. mesti mesti mesti nak terkucil tau. jadi si dino pon mengajak aku ke toilet menaiki keretanya bersama aweknya dan juga pika - toilet kt shell cam SIAL! ada ke pegi kunci tang GIRLS TOILET. aku pon kencing lepas dino buang hajat terbesarnya, cettt!
sesudah itu, kitorg pegi ke destinasi sepatutnya dan register kt counter gig tu. cam bukan gig je - kata je PRIVATE GIG poooorah! last2 kitorg band last yang perform. memang aku tak paham betul lah. musnah dgn harapan aku ni - lagu band DIARY PAGE 22. aku siap bole pegi pasaraya tepi jalan dgn wanie beli makanan kot. hahahahaha. lepas tu, sampe lah turn kitorg utk perform. crowd memang dah balik. tinggal rakan2 dan band 2 sebelum kitorg. so, aku buat intro scpt mungkin and terus start lagu 1.paramore - my heart, 2. chapter one - TIAWTS, 3. chapter one - indahnya malamku, 4. the hush sound - wine red. dah habes segala lagu, aku pon okay ni nak turun ni. tetibe WE WANT MORE WE WANT YUNA! WHAT THE MADERCRACKER ARE U TALKING ABOUT!!!!!! guitarist aku ni terus nak main lagu yuna. aku ni yang jenis taktau lagu yuna kena nyanyi lagu yuna. tanpa menghampakan crowd yang sedikit, aku pon nyanyi sikit je and bagi mic kt crowd. dorg yang nyanyi utk aku. best kot. rasa cm oh INDAHNYA SIANGKU! hahahahahahahahahahahaha.

COMMENT
1) pauls place SUCKS. sorry guys
2) management pretty bad.
3) crowd sikit tapi havoc.
4) aku punya last gig before aku pergi study memang 4/10

Mastermind

Does she is the one?

You choose over me

Standing in a room all alone.

Imagine what could it be.

Tell me nothings wrong

When all the sudden you’re gone.

Was it worth to lie.

You wont give a reason why.

So now it shows
How the story goes.
And when all went wrong.

You came to me.

Ask me if I want you back

Why would I ?

So now it shows.

How the ending goes

When you’re the mastermind.

Don’t came to me.

Asking me things u never said

Such a waste of time.

I’ve made up my mind

Love is more than blind

So I’m strutting outta here

To see what I can find

Too much to see.

Too much to tell.

What I know is.

You weren’t well.