Emotion

Oh man, Emotion really get me bad right now.

Couples

I miss those time where we could laugh together. I miss those time where we could cry together. I miss those time where we could be anything we want to be. I miss those time where you could hold me in your arms and say "Everything is alright". I miss those time where you could catch me while i'm falling. I miss those time where i could watch you fall asleep. I miss those time where we get to comfortable with each other but it wouldn't matter anyway. I miss those time where i could squeeze you at night and sing you a lullaby. I miss those night where rain starts falling and you put your hands up to my head so that you could protect me. I miss everything starting from the beginning. We might have a rough path but we will get through this for i am not letting you go, Muhd Hazim. I love you so much baby.

Friends

Where are they? When you need them the most, they are no where to be found. But it's okay. You can do this by yourself. Still, i will always love you girls and boys. And, I'm sorry for i am not going to be around anymore. Love much as before.

Adele adkins

Nice nice nice songwriter <3

My Love

13th of every month was everything to me. I couldn't ask for more. I love you, Muhd Hazim. You're my savior of all time. 13th August 2010 is a new chapter for me. Thank you for being there for me thru all the pain and the gain and the pathetic life i had to struggle with. I <3 You so much.

Hold on

I'll take you to a place
Where you don't wanna be
Just hold on to my hand
Believe when i say three

Woah
Just hold on tight
And oh
Baby be by my side

I'll take you to a fairytale
Another you and me story
I'm on my bended knees again
just so you could see

The world go oh oh oh
Baby be by my side
And oh
Baby hold on tight

Im in love
I love you oh so much
and oh
Baby hold on tight.

Love Affairs

Love affair
is what i know the best
and take the blame
it was my mistake

you know what i know
but u keep it going on

so,
you can just walk out the door and leave
woah
but you've give ur heart and soul to me
i'll try to be what u wanted me to be
i'll give all you've ever need
and please don't leave

i was on fire
and im a big fat liar
but i know how to fix it back
and pls don't be mad
forgive and forget
is how i'll keep on track
your rains won't dried
but pls hold on tight


you see what i see
but u let it be

so,
you can just walk out the door and leave
woah
but you've give ur heart and soul to me
i'll promise you that i would change for better
and please don't you ever leave for another lover

Need you

i drove my car at night
just to see if you're alright
we laughed and cried together
and it all makes everything better

lately i've been such a mess
you picked up the pieces i've left
you said we were as one
and you're love will never done.

*i've laughed for you
i've cried for you
everything was meant to be true
you have me now
please don't turn around
i need you right now

you shake my world
and i thought it could be worst
but then you hold me tight
saying that everything's alright

you've laughed for me
you've cried for me
everything is true
i have you now
i won't turn around
i need you right now

Karaoke Bersama Tyra and Huda

Best gila karaoke dgn dorg ni. memang sume menjerit2 terbahak2 meloncat2. AUUWWWWWW, nak karaoke lagi. Really miss kakleha, nisa, cha, and mimi - nanti kita pegi lah karaoke ye? Mwahx mwahx mwahx.

- Xoxo, massy

Birthday saya - 21st august 2010

Birthday saya yang paling best sekali! on that day, i was the supervisor for serving class. After the class ended, they did some surprise party for me. Awwwww, it was really fun. Kitorg lari2 baling kek and all. memang best. i Love you people of DK3C1/2 so much. mwahx

Xoxo, massy

My mistake

I wake up this morning
feeling kinda blue
I look at your photograph
and im on the moon

im getting a little dizzy here
i just dont know why
oh now i remember
you just said goodbye

Why do i let you go?
though i know, that i love you so
Every time i close my eyes
i know, you've already gone

It shouldn't end up like this
when its you was my first kiss
i have stray my way
to a place i would never been

Forgetting the past
Hoping something will last
1,2,3,4
i keep on singing the same old song

Why do i let you go?
though i know, that i love you so
Every time i close my eyes
i know, you've already gone

Affair, my friend

it is easy to hurt me
am i too fragile for you to leave
does someone took your love away
well im not your gateway.

too much too tell
I've seen much this time
my love for u such a waste
just go and leave tonight

well don't tell me im wrong
im not, im not, im not!
you could leave me alone
in the cold night while i was
standing behind the bricks
where u were with her

im playing a guitar and a song
oh, this song don't hurt me much
i've picked a roses for you
but now im confused

well don't tell me im wrong
im not, im not, im not!
you could leave me alone
in the cold night while i was
standing behind the bricks
where you were with her

i'll say this time
i won't see you anymore
so goodbye
and thank you for the show

I LOVE

I love the way you touch me,
Always sending chills down my spine.
I love that you are with me,
And glad that you are mine.


I love you with my heart,
My body and my soul.
I love the way I keep loving you,
Like a love I can't control


I love you today
As I have from the start,
And I'll love you forever
With all of my heart.

All the love that history knows,
is said to be in every rose.
Yet all that could be found in two,
is less than what I feel for you

I thought love was just a mirage of the mind,
it's an illusion, it's fake, impossible to find.
But the day I met you, I began to see,
that love is real, and exists in me.

DREAMING - new song

another years go by
but we still hold on tight
we keep on dreaming, dreaming
but the future is missing, missing

well hello there, im waiting
for the moon to shine
with the music rhyme
later on, i'll be making
a film called just me tonight
for you to see?

we keep on playing the same song
for everyone to hear us
do you hear us?
we dance all night long
for everyone to see us?
do you see us? do you see us?

im getting tired of your mistakes
you think you are in the right place
throw out your roses by the sidewalk
throw out your picture, i'd burn it all
i'd burn it all

we keep on playing the same song
for everyone to hear us
do you hear us? no.
we dance all night long
for everyone to see us?
do you see us?
oh, do you see us?
no, you dont see me anymore
more more more......

- its about my dreams that are not coming true. some reality check for myself :)

want to see paramore so badly

OMG, tak tau nak cakap cmne ok. dah separuh gila aku cari ticket nak g concert paramore. gila tau gila! tanya housemate aku, cmne aku react bil dpt tau mcm2 radio nak bg ticket free. tapi ada kena guna digi lah, kena anta pakai email lah, kena ada code lah. oh my geeee! bagi je lah ticket tu. i can answer any of your question about paramore. i might say im pretty obsessed and addicted to them.

PARAMORE PLEASE COME TO MALAYSIA - it might be a shock when u know u have a billion trillion of fans in malaysia. damn damn damn!

ok, im alright now. fuhhhhhh - sedih tau! :((

goodbye 2009 and hello 2010

apakah azam saya untuk tahun yang seterusnya?

1) tumpukan perhatian dalam pelajaran - Dip. Culinary Arts

2) capai target saya dalam Culinary Arts - 4.0 pointer (hopefully)

3) kuatkan semangat dalam menghadapi dugaan dan cabaran dari Allah SWT - kuatkan iman mak kata :)

4) tanamkan sifat positif supaya belajar dalam keadaan tenang - pls god, im seeking for it!

5) kumpul duit untuk buat demo for my band - Chapter One - walaupun kami takde demo, kami agak hebat ah. hahahahaha :D we love music, enuff said!

6) nak jalan-jalan dengan kekasih hati - wherever u go, i want to be there sayang!

7) nak kerja kerja kerja kerja kerja, dapat gaji nak simpan duit tu - aku mmg kuat kedekut sekarang. maaf ya.

8) i want to be a good person - inside and out - trust me, im not that good but im not bad. i have myself balanced on that.

9) saya akan sentiasa menyayangi mama dan abah dan along dan syira dan nisa, jane dan wanie dan eykin dan pika dan zatie, janna dan fiefa, ESPECIALLY SUFFIAN SURATMAN. three quarter of my heart is yours honey.

10) im ready for everything - bring it on!

XOXO, massy

goodbye - lyrics lyrics lyrics

pieces of our heart
fall down in the dark
tried to forget the past
but it keeps on coming back
we've tried to be
what we want to be
but we have failed

tonight will be the last time
that i will see you, my love
yes tonight is the last time
so goodbye, it ends tonight.

im taking it back
make a new step, baby
play the records on
and we dance till dawn
thats what we do
when we said "i love you"
but it all turns into ashes

because

tonight will be the last time
that i will see you, my love
yes tonight is the last time
so goodbye, it ends tonight.

this lyrics just came out - PHOTOGRAPHER

i called him photographer
i love his smile and laughter
he always bring me a bouquet of flowers
and make you feels like it is a summer

*roses, lilies what a beautiful piece
picture taken, its a masterpiece
closer closer, come to me
all he want to be my darling

*baby baby look at the sky
the sky is blue and the cloud is bright
dont you see dont you see
what a beautiful picture could it be

the grass is greener on the other side
you snap a shot and compare between the line
the road is sprinkle and we are mingle
what a lovely day with you
oh what a lovely day with you

my photographer,
i love your laughter,
dont leave me with thunder,
cause you are my one and only lover

20th of June 2009

WHAT HAPPEN AT PAUL'S PLACE, JALAN KLANG LAMA?
man oh man, zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz, aku cite dari awal sampe akhir ok?

pada 19/06/09 pukul 9pm, aku dengan suffy pergi lah minum di tempat faveret kami - bangi kopitiam, ya rabbi situ mahal tapi sedap i tell you. then dah minum minum, tetibe dah pukul 10lebih malam terasa seperti lewat sangat lah kan, terussss amik cik SHAZWANI utk sleepover dekat rumah aku. dah sampe BLOK RUMAH wanie, calling punya calling tk berangkat. memang naik nafsu kuda campur naga aku. rupanya bergayut bersama yang tercinta. dalam 10min tunggu, wanie pon sampe di destinasinya. so, suffy pon kena balik awal, dye terussss hantar kitorg balik - sempat buang hajat dalam bilik air rumah aku. cisss! lepas tu dah byebye dye, aku dgn wanie pon cite2 sampe aku tertido lah.

pada 20/06/09 pukul 10am, aku BANGUN wanie tak BANGUN. hahahaha. aku terus mandi and siap2. kejut wanie lepas tu dye pon bangun dan mandi. kitorg turun bawah and makan roti canai yang sangat2 tak sedap!!!!! aku tak habes and macam tak makan pagi tu. grrrr. lepas tu pukul 12pm amik pika and zati dekat bustop alamanda - korg buat2 kenal ok. terusssss ke jalan KLANG LAMA. sampe situ dalam 1315 kot. mcm takde org je. ada budak2 band sahaja. aku pon okay lah WTV kan. sekali bandmates aku sekor pon tarakkk! calling2, dye baru nak gerak. so kitorg tunggu kat MAPLEY depan PEARL international hotel. pukul 1400lebih baru dorg smpe. aku ni ada masalah sikit kalau nak perform tu. mesti mesti mesti nak terkucil tau. jadi si dino pon mengajak aku ke toilet menaiki keretanya bersama aweknya dan juga pika - toilet kt shell cam SIAL! ada ke pegi kunci tang GIRLS TOILET. aku pon kencing lepas dino buang hajat terbesarnya, cettt!
sesudah itu, kitorg pegi ke destinasi sepatutnya dan register kt counter gig tu. cam bukan gig je - kata je PRIVATE GIG poooorah! last2 kitorg band last yang perform. memang aku tak paham betul lah. musnah dgn harapan aku ni - lagu band DIARY PAGE 22. aku siap bole pegi pasaraya tepi jalan dgn wanie beli makanan kot. hahahahaha. lepas tu, sampe lah turn kitorg utk perform. crowd memang dah balik. tinggal rakan2 dan band 2 sebelum kitorg. so, aku buat intro scpt mungkin and terus start lagu 1.paramore - my heart, 2. chapter one - TIAWTS, 3. chapter one - indahnya malamku, 4. the hush sound - wine red. dah habes segala lagu, aku pon okay ni nak turun ni. tetibe WE WANT MORE WE WANT YUNA! WHAT THE MADERCRACKER ARE U TALKING ABOUT!!!!!! guitarist aku ni terus nak main lagu yuna. aku ni yang jenis taktau lagu yuna kena nyanyi lagu yuna. tanpa menghampakan crowd yang sedikit, aku pon nyanyi sikit je and bagi mic kt crowd. dorg yang nyanyi utk aku. best kot. rasa cm oh INDAHNYA SIANGKU! hahahahahahahahahahahaha.

COMMENT
1) pauls place SUCKS. sorry guys
2) management pretty bad.
3) crowd sikit tapi havoc.
4) aku punya last gig before aku pergi study memang 4/10

Mastermind

Does she is the one?

You choose over me

Standing in a room all alone.

Imagine what could it be.

Tell me nothings wrong

When all the sudden you’re gone.

Was it worth to lie.

You wont give a reason why.

So now it shows
How the story goes.
And when all went wrong.

You came to me.

Ask me if I want you back

Why would I ?

So now it shows.

How the ending goes

When you’re the mastermind.

Don’t came to me.

Asking me things u never said

Such a waste of time.

I’ve made up my mind

Love is more than blind

So I’m strutting outta here

To see what I can find

Too much to see.

Too much to tell.

What I know is.

You weren’t well.